Classic.

morning text from me to aaron: remember when you convinced me you were part black?

response from aaron to me: classic

its the age old story. the grass is greener on the other side. the less he responds, the more i want him. always want what you can't have.

what other cliches can i use?

i've tried to ignore it and focus on different parts of my life. its just so hard to tear my mind away from someone so appealing but i was doing okay. and then today happened

today i watched aaron get up in front of our QUEST class with his team clad in business professional garb. not only is he the exactly right build for a suit, this suit was fitted to his body. so much so that he looked amazing

and downright sexy. i've never been so turned on by a man in a suit before.

this did not help matters.