Relapse?

I may or may not be having a relapse into my aaron obsession. which is no bueno. because i found myself talking more to ryan today to avoid this and relapsing into ryan would be even worse.

i feel like a horrible person.

on the upside, today i confirmed that i am indeed the loudest djembe player in my african drumming class. so bam! i'm awesome.

in other related news, i also started extending my job search to nashville. either there are no jobs in nashville or craigslist is not so popular because there is barely anything listed for marketing/hr jobs. i'm tempted to just up and move there and walk around for a couple of weeks looking for jobs and making connections. however, that is highly unrealistic since i have no car, no money, and tons of student loan debt. fml.

back to the bad news, i think i have pimples on the back of my neck.

regardless of how it looks (it probably looks fine), it feels terribly awkward. ugh.